Cheaper than therapy
Mood:  spacey
Topic: Deep in thought
Been meaning to do this for quite some time now... Paper and pen used to be my best friends... now it's my ol trusty keyboard that keeps all my secrets....

Oh... the stories it could tell....

He visited again tonight....
We held hands on the sofa and watched "Just Cause"... Excellent flick, I might add....
Not much conversation...

Just two lonely souls - hoping to fill a void...

I think he senses my hesitation in developing a relationship with him.... He brought me a card over tonight... I didn't read it until after he left... A card about "What makes a freindship special?"....

The romantic part of me wanted it to be a card expressing just how madly in love he is with me....
Been a long time since I've felt truly wanted....
Could I make myself love him?
At my age (ripe old age of 36)....
do I even have the energy to try again...